Friday, May 21, 2010

Thoughts of a mind tormented...

Tormented by thoughts of what could have been...

Thoughts that harbor anger and disdain towards he who hurt me so...

Yet again I find myself at a crossroads; not sure which direction to take...

Do I start fresh and allow new emotions in...

Do I go backwards and allow old wounds to resurface...

So hard to forget...

So hard to forgive...

What does one do when they had everything they thought they wanted and see it ripped away...

Do you hold steadfast and hope for a long awaited change...

What does one do when there is no amount of faith left...

God only gives you what he knows you can handle; I just wish he didn't trust me so much...

1 comments:

The End Game said...

Evaluate the situation you're in, all the positives and negatives, then decide what would not only be best for you but best for your son as well. You mentioned a crossroads but it seems more like a two way street (sorry I'm piss poor with analogies lol) Hope you find whatever happiness you're lookin' for.