It's funny

It all started innocently enough...fun...a past time...

It quickly unraveled into feelings, desires and an astonishing connection...

At least; that's what it was on my part...

It was never that on his part...

I tried controlling it but words spoken confused me...

Yet, when he was treated like he expected; he didn't like it and acted very weird...

Now I know my feelings are gone but I can't help but wonder what if...

The two words I hate the most when spoken together...What If...

So many questions and pain come from those words....

Yet it sucks that nothing will remedy this...

You just have to keep moving forward...

It's their loss if they don't see you for who you can be...

Their loss for being too afraid to admit their feelings...

You can not force someone to want you as you want them...

Things occur for a reason....

God will only give you what you can handle...

Allow it to drench you in every sort of experience possible...

Pain will not last forever...

Memories will last forever...

Regret will not last forever...

Love will last forever...

Only when it's pure...soul quenching...heart gripping love...

Even if you have this feeling alone; it doesn't make it any less real...

Peace comes in knowing you wore your heart on your sleeve...

Emotions didn't scare you...

Ready for the speed bumps that come with love...

May you find what you are looking for...

I want nothing but the best for you...