The Life and Times of AirKarina!

There comes a time...

2011-12-27T17:25:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you meet someone who fits your life perfectly. The laughter, the stories, the smiles, the time spent together, a connection so epic it makes your heart beat to a new rhythm. You don't intend on falling but you do. You attempt to go with the flow and just allow things to remain the same, but you simply can't help the human nature of feelings and how easily they can control you. The truth is out now and it becomes a little strange. You continue trying and start to see a little change. The stories get deeper, your connection grows and you find out that you are spoken of to others outside of your circle. You want to do everything to make this person smile but they continuously have their guard up.

You try to understand that they may have had a rough time with love. You lie to yourself and say you can change them. Tell yourself that if you stand by and support them, things will change. You can see how they look at you sometimes and feel the emotion but also see how easily the look changes so they are protected from what may be a painful experience. You still hold true to yourself and make sure they know you are there for them. You are hopeful. You fall deeper. You allow yourself to start the illusions of grandeur. Knowing the person you are and what you can mean to the one that lets you in, you want to be the world for them. You want to show them how they should be treated and the kind of life they deserve.

Yet, you start to realize that the connection you once had, has started to become nothing but a good friendship. You try to reach out as you had become accustomed to and are met with excuses to why you no longer see each other as you used to. The conversations go from passionate to bland. You can see that the feelings are there but you can see the reservations in their eyes. It has become a one sided affair. It is you that has the heart and soul ready to give it all. Yet, you can't give all to someone who is guarded. You can't allow yourself to continue to waste away while your feelings aren't reciprocated.

There comes a time when you must cut your losses and move on. Sometimes that connection will lead to an incredible friendship. That friendship may just mold into a beautiful connection that will be everlasting. A great friendship can be better than a mediocre romance. The statement "If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be" has never been truer. Think about it this way, if you can be the person they need to overcome their pain by simply being their friend, what greater gift can you receive but to see their happiness.

Love is never greedy...maybe that's a lesson a lot can stand to learn.

Love or Epidemic?

2011-10-18T06:53:00.000-07:00

It seems there is an epidemic upon us. Love has become so easily attainable and so easily forgotten. Since when did the "honeymoon phase" of a relationship equal a long and everlasting love? It sickens me how easily people forget about each other to be with someone new. Juggling people like toys. Enjoying a person's company is great. That connection you get easily with a new person. The phone conversations, the dates, waking up thinking of that exciting emotion. That is not love. It is liking someone. You cannot foresee a life long connection after a few weeks, even months.

I can definitely understand how great the new feeling is, one person annoys you so someone new grasps your attention, you must keep in mind that your true love annoys you and gets under your skin because they know you. They know every little thing that bothers you. It's why love is so hard to maintain, the person that you allow into your heart fully will always be the one person that can drive you from love to hate in 2.4 seconds. Love can be so ugly, it can be painful, it can drive you insane, but it is such an amazing force that everything else can be forgotten almost immediately.

How can people enjoy going from person to person just to get away from who they really love. Being afraid to be alone is no reason to be with everyone. Life is a balance, if you don't have any bad moments how are you supposed to cherish the good moments? No relationship is perfect. No relationship is free of fights. Any two people that have been together for a very long time will tell you that they are happy but it was blood, sweat and tears to get there. Love is worth all the pain.

Nothing worthwhile is easy. Love is the only shocking act left on this planet. Treat it properly and it will reward you greatly!

Strength

2011-09-28T00:49:00.000-07:00

Strength; Is defined as 'The quality or state of being strong, in particular'

Why is it that when you need strength the most you are turned into a scared child all over again?

What is so unnerving about uncertainty that we remain in a situation knowing it is not what we want? As adults, we are told, we will be smarter but we can never find the strength to do what must be done for our happiness until we have been dredged through the mud countless times. A chance to just breathe, to live, after being torn down again and again by greediness and a complete disregard for my feelings. Am I asking for too much to save my sanity?

Holding on to something to ensure that my son is always happy. Have I forgotten that if I am not happy, he won't be either one day? He needs to see his mother happy and healthy. It is not fair to him that he sees my tears at times. He continuously tells me that he will always be here for me. Asks me to not cry. Asks me if I love him. I have to reassure my 5 year old about my feelings for him because he can sense the pain I am in. I'm not sure what my next move should be. Do I take the road that will lead to pain and confusion for others but set me free? Do I maintain hopeful that I can move on, knowing that my faith grows dimmer by the second.

When did I become an enabler? How did I allow myself to come this far and start losing myself in the process of trying to keep someone else happy? Always snapping at someone, can't sleep, headaches everyday...am I killing myself slowly by allowing this to continue? If I am seeing this now, can I change it? Where is my strength when I need it? I truly do hope it will all work itself out someday...

The time is now for strength and I can find not one ounce of it.

A letter from my heart...

2011-06-12T13:48:00.000-07:00

You can't help but be yourself...

I know all of my faults and accept them all.

I'm aware of my negativity, my brutal honesty, my strong opinions and my sometimes judgmental nature, yet, of one thing I am certain, regardless of my negativity, I am a full blown romantic...

I can't help but want to be around the person who has that connection that makes my heart beat slower and faster with just the thought of them.

I don't agree at all with men who want to tell you things just to get you in bed and then go away. The games you play with people will come back to haunt you.

People come in and out of your life for many reasons...I have a strong belief that your heart knows exactly what it wants no matter the circumstance...

I've been through so much and had my heart toyed with so many times and, yet, I know my true love is out there. I will continue to go through whatever I must in order to reach my happy ending...

I've been sentimental recently because my Father's birthday is coming up and he and my mother showed me what true love really was. 27 years of marriage before his demise. Not one day did I ever see anything but love between them.

I am so certain of my ability to make a man the happiest man on this planet, but I will not settle for a man that does not make my heart beat beside his own...

A man will truly show you he cares no matter how busy he may be. Writing a letter, sending a text, an email, or a short phone call. In this the age of technology there is no valid excuse to ignore the one you're interested in.

It's a painful reality when you connect with someone and see it fail.

Hold true to your feelings, they are valid...we have hearts because they are meant to love others, in many different degrees.

No romantic feeling is invalid but true courage is having the strength to follow your heart even if it leads to pain.

I'm so tired...

2011-06-08T21:44:00.000-07:00

I was told my entire life that I should be honest. That I should never be anyone but myself and never worry about what others think of me. I grew up afraid to be myself because I had been shunned. I finally came into who I really am at the age of 18. I opened my eyes and decided to always live how I so choose and that will make people accept me.

Little did I know this honesty would be my downfall. Time and time again I would meet a guy, let him know how I am and what I expect, only to see him toy with my emotions and disappear. I am so tired of the lack of respect. Just be honest.

I'm so tired of always being nice and being disrespected continually. I hate hearing that I'm "so different" that they had to cheat on me...wtf is that? How can I possibly be this nice and loyal but get treated like dirt because you can't handle it?

No one ever gives a flying fuck about my feelings...Its so easy to label me as a hoe, a bitch, a tramp and any other term used to judge a woman like me, but no one actually sees me for who I am. It's come to the point where it seems I'm going to have to suppress who I am to find one man on this planet that won't hurt me.

How is it that you can fill my head with words and treat me nicely only to disappear when I let you in. Why don't we just stop wasting time and you can be a man and tell me what you really want. I'm a grown woman and I can take it. I hate these games. I'm a good woman.

I know how a man should be treated. I want to do everything for a man. I bend over backwards to make a man happy and I feel like they just spit at my heart and walk away.

So my honesty is an issue? The fact that I want to please a man in every way makes me a bad person? I don't play games. When I am interested I am...thats it...no puzzles, no games, no deciphering female terminology, just pure interest. Yet I am cast aside and ignored for girls who are quiet and, yet, are doing worst things than I am.

Here's the kicker though...this is what truly pisses me off because it ALWAYS happens, I am ignored, cast aside..blah blah blah... THEN; some time passes and they come back with apologies and sweet words. -_____________-

I WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU AND YOU DID NOTHING!!!!!!!

Now I'm supposed to drop my life and run into your arms because you're back? You realized how easygoing, down to earth and "perfect" I am so you came back? Really?

I'm so over the games people play. Girls play so many games that women like me are misjudged yet wanted all at the same time. I tried to be nice and get labeled as trying to trap you into a relationship...so now I can't even send terms of endearment towards you to brighten your day lest it mean that I want to get married? Jesus, I was just being nice...

I'm cast aside for being sexual but when I'm nice, I am trying to force a relationship..smh...at this point I just don't want Love anymore...I'm tired of trying...tired of saying what I want and never getting it. I will NOT settle for less than I deserve and if it means going my whole life alone then so be it. I won't even worry about sending nice texts to others and showing my nice side. You want some girl to play games with then go ahead and play. I'm the kind of woman you come after when you want a real life.

I'm so tired...

...

2011-04-10T23:35:00.001-07:00

There comes a time when you realize that your effort will not be noticed...
A time when you must face the cruel realization that you don't get everything you want...
What is one to do at that point?

Do you lie to yourself and continue trying?
Do you simply resign yourself to being unhappy?

Or should you just make the choice to be happy even if it means losing so much and starting over?

Life is not a gift given to be taken so lightly...

Life is given to be lived...to cry, scream, laugh, love, lose, hurt, succeed, and fail...

The heart wants what it wants but that does not mean it will get what it wants....
sometimes you must give your heart what it needs...

Life is ultimately beautiful and wondrous...

The pain allows you to know you are living...
The love allows you to know what pure happiness feels like...

I will always and forever wear my heart on my sleeve...
I will always make sure to be honest about my feelings...
I will never regret falling in love...

What I do regret...is not realizing sooner that I deserve better

Eye Opening Week

2011-03-16T14:35:00.001-07:00

It's incredible how easily my life went from extreme happiness to extreme sadness...anger so deep it cuts into my very being. Why must people lie. Why must people forget that I was always there...
Is it so hard to just be honest?

Seems this big heart I was given will always get in my way...I don't know why or how I can possibly care this much but I do...

I wish I could learn to control my feelings...I've been hurt way too many times in my lifetime...I just can't take it anymore

I must learn to focus simply on my career and my son...nothing more nothing less...

Simple as that....

It's funny

2010-08-12T18:44:00.000-07:00

It all started innocently enough...fun...a past time...

It quickly unraveled into feelings, desires and an astonishing connection...

At least; that's what it was on my part...

It was never that on his part...

I tried controlling it but words spoken confused me...

Yet, when he was treated like he expected; he didn't like it and acted very weird...

Now I know my feelings are gone but I can't help but wonder what if...

The two words I hate the most when spoken together...What If...

So many questions and pain come from those words....

Yet it sucks that nothing will remedy this...

You just have to keep moving forward...

It's their loss if they don't see you for who you can be...

Their loss for being too afraid to admit their feelings...

You can not force someone to want you as you want them...

Things occur for a reason....

God will only give you what you can handle...

Allow it to drench you in every sort of experience possible...

Pain will not last forever...

Memories will last forever...

Regret will not last forever...

Love will last forever...

Only when it's pure...soul quenching...heart gripping love...

Even if you have this feeling alone; it doesn't make it any less real...

Peace comes in knowing you wore your heart on your sleeve...

Emotions didn't scare you...

Ready for the speed bumps that come with love...

May you find what you are looking for...

I want nothing but the best for you...

A moment of clarity...

2010-08-01T19:22:00.000-07:00

It's so amazing what a moment of clarity can lead to;

I've always thought myself to be a woman who knows what she wants. A woman who won't settle for less. A woman who deserves everything she wants and more.

Yet, I've noticed that I, like many others, make the same mistakes over and over again. Trying to hold on when I shouldn't. Hoping for Mr. Perfect and settling for Mr. Ehh. Thinking I have the one and little by little he breaks my heart and makes me feel that I am not good enough. Having men that ridicule my love for video games and rock and roll. My outlook on life being judged for not being like that of a "normal" girl and yet it's the "normal" girls that annoy them.

You see, we are all biologically wired to think these ways.

Women over think and over process things to the brink of insanity. We hear certain words and see ways that men react to us and start thinking that their feelings have changed. We think they're jealous, that they care and that we can allow ourselves to let them "in" to our hearts. If we are smart, we see it for what it is, cut our losses and learn. When we truly fall, it will take tears, pain and many moments of berating yourself to truly move on.

Men are simpler and just know what they like and try and try until they get it right. They cut their losses pretty easily for the most part. Yes men have their moment when a woman really gets under their skin but, mostly, they can just move on and hope the next one is theirs. See, men don't plan that every woman is the one, they just end up falling.

See, it doesn't matter how you meet someone or where you meet them, just that you don't continue your childish tantrums that cause you to being single. Wearing your heart on your sleeve doesn't make you stupid; it allows you to truly learn to love and lose. Every failed relationship or unrequited love simply teaches you what went wrong and how to make it work the next time. Have you ever stopped and truly asked yourself, 'what am I doing wrong?' Learn from your mistakes or you will be doomed to repeat them.

Many spend too much time looking for their list of "qualifications". Looks, job, car, every detail guided through a misconstrued list of what we "need". Never do we stop and realize if the person makes us feel special, if the person strives for greatness, and if this may be the true "love of our lives". You won't find the "one" by being choosy, you find them by giving someone a chance and allowing them to make mistakes to find their way to your heart. The person who may be "the one" could be the one you ignore because they lack some of your "qualifications". The person who may be the one could be the one you're ignoring for a very stupid reason.

It's also incredibly hard when you stop looking and find yourself face to face with the person you have always wanted. So many things in common, the conversation is just perfect, the time spent together is always amazing. Everything you have hoped for is all wrapped up into this one amazing human being. You realize you have fallen and let yourself tell them how you feel; only to realize; they don't like you the same way. You think they do because of misguided signals that were sent out, words spoken that should have never been spoken and moments that you never forget.

You hope that by showing your feelings they will realize you are such a great person for them, but sadly you simply get ignored. You're reminded that you are just a friend to them. Conversations just aren't the same anymore. You don't get happy anymore when they hit you up; every moment is a what if; what if he could see what he means to me, what if I had never told him anything...there we go again driving ourselves to the brink of insanity with questions.

At some point you realize that you have lost yet another battle...if someone wants you as much as you want them, trust that they will show you. If they don't, stop hoping and start moving on. It's very hard to let go of someone who fits you like a glove. Someone who makes your heart beat faster and slower with every touch. Every kiss makes your skin tingle. Every breath causes your senses to marvel at the glory that is this person.

Some things just aren't meant to be and it's okay. Life goes on and, in time, you will be okay. Look back on this moment, not with sadness, but knowing that it was a stepping stone towards finding that person that will "complete" you...

I may have lost this battle, but I will win this war...

RIP George Steinbrenner July 4th 1930 - July 13th 2010

2010-07-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

Today is an incredibly sad day in Baseball. George Steinbrenner; owner of the Yankees, has died after suffering a massive heart attack. A man who single handedly turned the Yankees into an empire that many can only dream about becoming.

The Yankees struggled under ownership by CBS, in 1973 Steinbrenner led a group of investors to purchase the New York Yankees for $8.8 million dollars. Steinbrenner claimed he would not be so into the business of baseball, but quickly he took the reigns and began to build his empire. With his first pennant win in 1976 courtesy of Chris Chambliss; Steinbrenner began to see his dream realized. Unfortunately then began the Era of the "Bronx Zoo" a time in which fights and outbursts reigned...a time where Manager Billy Martin was hired and fired 5 times. A time where Reggie Jackson was known for his "superstar antics." A time where it seemed Steinbrenner lost control of the team.

Steinbrenner had many controversial moments, his illegal donations to the campaign of Nixon, statements that led Ken Griffey Jr to list the Yankees as a team he would never play for, being banned for life from baseball in 1990 for paying $40,000 to a small time gambler for "dirt" on Dave Winfield...moments that won't be forgotten but only show his passion towards situations. Steinbrenner was never one to stay quiet and he made sure that if you wanted to be a Yankee, you had to perform almost immediately. Money was no object when it came to building his empire. Steinbrenner could afford to bring in the big players and keep those who were amazing through our farm system.

Steinbrenner became a quiet force, after being banned from the game. His patience was soon rewarded when our Empire came into the light after winning the World Series in '96, '98, '99 and 2000. After 9/11...we made it yet again into the World Series but failed to win against the Arizona Diamondbacks. Watching our Arch Nemesis, The Boston Red Sox, win the World Series in both 2004 and 2007 led to Steinbrenner fading from the public light. He gave in and allowed his sons to take over ownership and regained glory in 2009 when the Yankees won the World Series at home!

He was plagued by his health in the last few years and fixed many broken relationships which led to Yogi Berra coming back into the stadium after the brutal relationship they had. Dave Winfield, Darryl Strawberry and many others fixed their situations and just enjoyed his time. Steinbrenner was a very giving man and helped many go to school, helped many get jobs and always did anything he had to, to make things happen.

On this sad day let us not forget this; George Steinbrenner; you gave us Yankees Fans the dream that all others try to grasp. You gave us everything we need to be the team whose name echoes among the world as Baseball Royalty. You were magnanimous among owners and no one will ever compare. Thank you for every memory you ever gave! Your passion and determination will never be compared. Lets Go Yankees! #28 is for you Boss!

Opened Eyes...

2010-05-31T14:56:00.000-07:00

I have finally opened my eyes...

No more time for games...

No more waiting for some idiot to realize who I am...

I just can't anymore...

My happiness comes first and I understand that now...

Come correct or don't come at all!

I Just Don't Get It...

2010-05-26T21:13:00.000-07:00

Women are almost always called clingy, crazy, suckers for love and other things of the same nature by Men. What I don't get is why we are labelled that way when I've noticed that it's due to men and their lies to get us.

Case in point; he opens with a great line and gets your information...you connect rather instantly and have a few amazing moments together. Conversations are incredible. So many things in common. He begins to spew out all these lines and comments that would make any woman fall.

Things seem to be going rather well, then it all begins...too busy, too tired, doesn't communicate as much. As an adult, you maintain faith and realize that sometimes people really are just that busy. Knowing all that's on his plate and how he tells you certain things to keep you interested, you wait and have faith.

Finally, after some unwarranted waiting, he tells you he will finally have time to see you and how he's so excited to see you. He spends days telling you how crazy you make him and how bad he wants you. You make plans and are left waiting...not even a word to let you know he won't be coming.

Do you get mad? Do you get worried? Do you attempt to contact him?

It isn't the first time you're left waiting and, most likely, won't be the last. Do you forget him and move on? Do you give that last chance because you see his worth? One thing is certain; you spend a lot of time asking yourself why. Why does he say these things if he doesn't mean them? Why doesn't he just tell you he isn't interested? Why does he show so much interest only to leave you waiting?

At this point it is rather clear that the final conversation must occur. When a man wants you and is truly interested, he will move heaven and earth to be around you. To show you he cares he will do it all with no objection. If you see that the focus isn't there and nothing has changed, then you stop caring.

A woman can only do so much. At a certain point you must value your self worth and realize that he just isn't good enough or just doesn't see your worth like you see his.

I, myself will always wear my heart on my sleeve. I don't live afraid of love and take the chance to be happy when I feel it has come around. I may look like a fool most of the time, but I won't live in a world where I'm afraid to love because of another man who didn't see my worth.

Love will come back into my life when it's truly time...It's that simple...

Thoughts of a mind tormented...

2010-05-21T21:53:00.001-07:00

Tormented by thoughts of what could have been...

Thoughts that harbor anger and disdain towards he who hurt me so...

Yet again I find myself at a crossroads; not sure which direction to take...

Do I start fresh and allow new emotions in...

Do I go backwards and allow old wounds to resurface...

So hard to forget...

So hard to forgive...

What does one do when they had everything they thought they wanted and see it ripped away...

Do you hold steadfast and hope for a long awaited change...

What does one do when there is no amount of faith left...

God only gives you what he knows you can handle; I just wish he didn't trust me so much...

So I have noticed...

2010-05-18T10:27:00.001-07:00

Men are always very quick to claim how bad us women are. Always claim that we are to hard to understand. Let me make it a little easier...

Women really just want to be aware that you care. That you think of us during your busy day. See, it's very easy for men to say that we suffocate them or show too much interest, but let's cover some facts...

1. When a man first meets a woman they're interested in, they want to talk to them all day

2. They show all sorts of interest so that she wants to do as they please

3. They get what they want and still like you, but don't contact you as often anymore

4. Claim to be busy or that life is too hectic

5. Just about stop talking to you unless you hit them up, yet when you stop contacting them then they wonder why...

So herein lies the problem; Men never know how to follow through...they start off well but never seem to be able to finish what they start properly...

See a man will get you used to one treatment; reel you in and make you fall; then separate himself when he feels that you've become his. What they fail to realize is that, at that moment is when we start to look clingy and/or insecure. See, we are still hitting them up like we used to, but since they are "busy" it looks like we are doing too much.

Now let me summarize this by simply stating; don't get a woman used to a certain treatment, take it away and then act as though we can't get mad or wonder why...

Now on to the next subject...

As an avid twitter user; I have noticed how easy it is for a man to look very bad. It's bad enough so many women claim to be models now and so many insecure girls post naked pics to get attention...but now men are just thirst buckets...

Honestly; tweeting to every pretty girl that posts a picture in hopes of getting her. Telling one girl you like her and two seconds later telling another. Since when did it become okay for men to seem like desperate teenage girls?

I've met so many guys recently who I thought were just cool guys who wanted awesome sexual lives; instead they are all trying to wife everything that comes near them...I don't get it. One moment they are saying they like someone, then they are heartbroken, then they like someone else....please just stop! Its unhealthy and utterly sad. Such a turn off to see a guy you thought was cool, act like he's desperate for pussy. It's really not that serious.

Don't get me started on women who turn everything into a drama filled tirade...One day they are filling their own heads up with ego boosters and one bump in the road and their lives are over. Please, we are not teenagers; bad things happen but it's how u react during our dark moments that will show what we are made of!

This blog isn't intended to offend anyone but if you do end up having a negative feeling towards anything I have stated;

It just means what I have written is true and you should reevaluate what you do with yourself.

Toodles;

AirKarina*

My thoughts wander...

2010-05-16T19:51:00.000-07:00

Today was a testing day...

I got a text from a guy I might have been interested in another time; making accusations that weren't warranted and had him playing this victim role which was so ugly. I quickly ended that convo by simply stating that he obviously wants nothing to do with a woman like me and he should just keep himself going in the direction he pleases. He is a manipulative little man and I won't stand for him, or any man, coming out of the woodworks as though I'm supposed to fall to my knees and obey.

Later, while waiting for Achilles to come home from a weekend with his dad, I get some guy I got rid of for acting like a stalker texting me trying to force me to come downstairs. I laughed so hard at him. Who does he think he is coming at me like that? I hate when I let a man know how I am and he accepts it then tries to change me...smh

I am who I am and will always be the same...I expect to be spoiled and will not tolerate anything else. Get with it or go the FUCK away! Simple as that!

I maintain myself to be the same person at all times and whoever doesn't like it, does not have to be a part of my life! Simple as that!

Toodles;

AirKarina

Pure Happiness!

2010-05-06T10:27:00.000-07:00

It's simply amazing that my life has had this super wonderful turn of events.

I may change jobs, my son is doing so well and its soon going to be time for him to start school! I have finally removed myself from a lot of things that were not beneficial to me. You view your life in an entirely different manner when people attack you for no reason.

Things are changing for me! I've planned yet another trip to Las Vegas, planning a European vacation for my birthday next year! Life is just simply amazing! I couldn't be happier with how things are going!

At your darkest moment, God will always shine down on you with exactly what you need to pull through all the garbage and come out a better person!

Signing off for now my loves!

Karina xoxo

Hell NO!

2010-04-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

As you all know, my time on GS Radio was done...people have hit me up saying I was done wrong and all I've said back is that I wasn't. That his vision for his show just didn't include me anymore. I stated that he and his new co host would be amazing together and I was sure they'd be great.

Well it came to my attention that negative things were being said about me and I didn't like it, but I said nothing. An artist that I know tweeted that many people think he's too cocky; I re tweeted it and said oh well! Simply because I've been told I'm too cocky my whole life and who cares. See me as you want; when a person knows me they know I'm a loyal and great person.

Well my ex co host (we won't mention his name because, apparently, I'm only using it so I can be famous, LMFAO) hits me up and asks if that artist has something to say to him; I said no because he didn't. I said I re tweeted because I agreed and felt the same about his tweet. He starts rambling on and cursing at me; saying how he knows I told him that he doesn't think he's hot.

Oh well, he goes on to say that I'm going to get the artist fucked up and that he also has "bitches on deck" sorry for the improper english; I must speak as he does... So I see that he threatened me and I posted it on twitter; guess what happens next? He hits me up again asking why I would post that on twitter; I simply replied because I can. There is no way in hell that anyone is going to threaten me and I'm just going to stay shut.

So while working yesterday, I called my lawyer, called the precinct where he lives and my precinct. I gave them all the info and emails they need to prosecute if something should happen to me. There is no way I was just going to slink away and let him get away with this. He honestly believes he runs the music game when no one knows him. He thinks we all want to be like him. That his movement is the only feasible one out right now.

Today he hits me up because he was told I blogged about him. He, of course, attacks me. Not realizing that my original blog was a nice one where I wished him well with everything. A blog that was about my end on the show. Well he continues attacking me and saying how I wanna be famous by using his name and his brand...lmao

What I don't get is that if he's always told me that things aren't so serious, why does he take twitter so seriously? If he is so super amazing, then why do my words affect him at all? When he has called me every name in the book to other people, I said nothing. I didn't hit him up and ask why he's saying anything. I'm not worried about what people think about me, I know who I am.

I work very hard for my son and myself, I neglected him at times to be on the phone with people for this show, I spent a lot of time emailing and texting to get a buzz. All I ever heard was that this man was corny and why would I want to work with him; I spent time standing up for him and his "vision" only to have him turn against me. What's worse is that he'll never see the error of his ways because he has a street mentality. It's all about who does him wrong and not who he does wrong.

This blog was written, not because I need fame, but because the world needs to know that this man has a very ugly personality. When you think you work WITH him, you actually work FOR him. Your opinions don't matter unless he likes them. There is no faith in your work. No faith in what vision you have. I will not allow anyone to act as though they are better than me. I know what it takes to make things better. Expanding the fan base and allowing artists the chance to be featured for FREE. It's not only about the people you like and only allowing unknowns to come if they pay to be featured.

Screenshots of one of the threats;

Here is the Convo from today;

VaGuE: I told u bout that twitter shit an u violated now...crossed the line
VaGuE: We will bump into eachother
VaGuE: Good luck wit everything
VaGuE: So now yo tryna disrespect me on your blogs? You really crossing the line now.
AirKarinaBx23 *PR* *US* : Read the blog I haven't said anything wrong about you
AirKarinaBx23 *PR* *US* : That blog was written days ago
VaGuE: Stop puttin my business on your public. Stop mentioning me an my brand period.
VaGuE: I don't care when it was written.
VaGuE: Let it go already!
VaGuE: Move on to your sneaker business
AirKarinaBx23 *PR* *US* : Ur business? I'm sorry but I wrote it when I left because I could; I was a part of it until then and it was part of my life
AirKarinaBx23 *PR* *US* : I'm not letting anything go; u threatened me over nothing
VaGuE: No one threatened you. You buggin
AirKarinaBx23 *PR* *US* : I have proof that u did
VaGuE: You not that serious
VaGuE: Ok whatever
VaGuE: Just let my brand go an live your life
VaGuE: Do you
AirKarinaBx23 *PR* *US* : I will continue to do as I please with MY life
VaGuE: Stop mentioning gs radio period!
VaGuE: An gs is not in your life
VaGuE: Good luck
AirKarinaBx23 *PR* *US* : Why? Apparently I'm trying to make a name for myself
VaGuE: Ok then do what you have to
AirKarinaBx23 *PR* *US* : Ur so famous I need u to make myself relevant; so let it be
VaGuE: Ok
VaGuE: I'll make you famous so don't you worry
VaGuE: I'll help u

Now it's all out! Let me know if I should reveal all the other things you've said. When you're ready to apologize; I'll accept it. I have forgiven you for what you've done because you just don't know any better.

The End...

2010-04-08T14:51:00.000-07:00

My time on Grind Season Radio is done;

Unfortunately I was gotten rid of because my ideas were not good enough. It was his way or the highway. *shrugs*

I hold no bad blood towards him although I'm sure many bad things were said about me.

I had a vision where people could come on and get some exposure; his vision had them paying for that exposure...

I knew for a while that he didn't want to work with me anymore but he never could tell me

So recently he decided to end the show and told me it wouldn't be back for a long time. Funny that now its starting up again next week...

That I should maintain my relevance by being a part of "lip gloss radio"...mind you it was an all female show and I found out today it was supposed to be about gossip and being girly...

0_o The fuck I look like? I'm not fucking girly nor do I care to gossip for an entire show.

I wanted to bring up some guests that I know and let them get exposure but they weren't good enough for my ex co host now producer

Everything was supposed to be what he thinks is poppin and fck what the rest of us think...

I even made some moves to have some huge names up there and now I had to cancel on them

I had to retract sponsorship applications and I'm pretty sure now my ex co host is going to act like I was never nice and he'll act as though I no longer exist; so much for all the bs of him saying we family...

Im hurt that the show is over but it calms me now because it was all about him and no one elses ideas were even taken into consideration...

I now have the opportunity to host my own show with my own ideas; to give someone the chance to be heard

My time on Grind Season Radio was fun, I met amazing people and made lasting friendships. I will always support the Grind Season Family and I hope my ex co host gets everything he wants and deserves out of his endeavors...

Signing off now;

AirKarina

A Relaxing Sunday!!!

2010-03-28T10:35:00.002-07:00

I am just going to spend the day with my son and enjoying his company! Playing some video games, giving him his daily lessons in reading and writing and then enjoy dinner!

My birthday is on April 1st and I simply can't wait!

My Radio Show will be a show dedicated to me and my day!! Loaded with the artists I prefer!

Tune in on www.DaMatrixStudios.com on Thursday from 6pm to 8pm!!!

Sicky Sunday

2010-03-21T16:35:00.000-07:00

So Im stuck home on a beautiful sunday in New York City...Unfortunately Achilles got me sick and now Im just here in pain and full of sneezes...lol

Spent my day playing video games, reading and now cooking...so I'm hoping I feel better tomorrow so I can enjoy my day off with my son...

I must update this daily so I can really let ya know what I've been feeling...lol

Be back later; xoxoxo

(:

2010-03-19T22:39:00.001-07:00

Tried something new with my blog...

I think it looks pretty awesome! lol

This is temporary while I design my ultimate template...(:

Lemme know if u like it!

Well

2010-03-19T21:46:00.000-07:00

Another night...

Achilles is sick and having the worst time trying to sleep...

Every cough stirs him from his slumber; brings the saddest look to his face...its incredibly painful

I must go to sleep soon; I work later this afternoon and I close...

I hope the store has a good night

Can't wait to wake up early and pick up New Moon at Best Buy! Im super excited!!!!!

Goodnight my loves!

xoxo

Its now March 19th...

2010-03-18T21:18:00.000-07:00

I seem to always forget to come on and post a lot more...

Life has been pretty hectic; many hours at work; people trying to stop my forward movement at my job...

Im not sure why I always get hit with the negative side of things; at this point Im not sure how much Im supposed to be able to take...

I get that God only gives you what you can handle, but even I need a moment...

Things at home are getting so much better, Achilles recently turned 4; my Birthday is coming up on April 1st; I will be 28!

Im hoping I can update a bit tomorrow with some pics of recent activities and such!

Love you guys! Thanks for stopping in!

?..?..?

2010-02-22T20:40:00.001-08:00

I seem to have lost my way in this world...

Many things have occurred that I just don't comprehend. I try and try to be a good person, a loyal friend, a loving human being; yet never get the treatment I truly deserve.

Im not sure why I can't stop being "nice"...I'm not entirely sure I should stop being nice...

I need to re focus and fix all that's wrong in my "world"

I hope I can eventually...I can't take the all the people who blame me for their lack of judgement and their slip ups....

Soooo Im Sick

2010-02-16T11:13:00.000-08:00

Fuuuuck I feel so sick right now....

Yet here I am, about to still get ready and go to work...

I love that its snowing but I know its going to get me sicker....lol...

well I'll be back later to make some more posts...

xoxoxoxo my loves

.......

2010-02-12T21:13:00.000-08:00

Words can't really capture my feelings right now...

This change in my life has been the most difficult thing I've ever dealt with..

I try and try to act normal, act happy, act as though nothing phases me...

My heart can't take anymore disappointment...

I put my all into all I do for a man and always end up broken...

I want to love and be loved but never seem to find someone who can see me for who I am...

Its always the same; they neglect me and hurt me and when I leave them, then they realize my worth...

I can't take this anymore...Love needs to stay away from me...

Valentines Day

2010-02-12T20:52:00.000-08:00

Just got home from seeing Valentines Day with my mommy!

Due to the incredible cast; we had to see this movie! Ashton Kutcher, Kathy Bates, Anne Hathaway, Jamie Foxx, Jessica Alba, Jessica Biel, Bradley Cooper, Shirley MacLaine, Patrick Dempsey, Topher Grace, Queen Latifah, Taylor Swift, Taylor Lautner, George Lopez, Eric Dane, Hector Elizondo and Jennifer Garner.

Great stories...heartbreaking moments...surprises...laughs...I cried...wondered...hated...and loved

My mom and I had so much fun...

then we went to Barnes and Noble and picked up some books!

Altogether an awesome night!

Jaysun "I Wanna Rock" Freestyle!

2010-02-11T19:38:00.001-08:00

Shot at NYCs Five Points in Queens by My Good Friend Jayonez! Up and coming director from the Bronx! Amazing work!!!

Incredible...

2010-02-08T08:43:00.000-08:00

My son, Achilles, is about to be 4...O_O

Its incredible to me that my baby has gotten so big and is so smart...

Achilles speaks so clearly now and entertains me with all his little quirks. I would've never imagined that I could love anyone this much...this child makes my heart do flips and drives me to want to cuddle him all day...

I love when he tells me he loves me and kisses me...

He will be starting music school soon and then school in September...I hope to have him playing baseball this summer...

His birthday party will be amazing though; Its Buzz Lightyear Inspired and I got him the Ultimate Buzz Lightyear as his gift...

I simply can't wait for next weekend...he's super excited about his party...

Why Do I Always Do This...lmao

2010-02-08T08:40:00.000-08:00

I always forget to post new blogs; so much has been going on and I never get on here and write about it...

Now that I got my MacBook Pro this weekend though, I guess I will have the time to be on more often and update all of you on my daily life...

My life has taken some crazy turns and its been rather exhausting but its all for the best and I will come out of this better than ever...

My Vegas Vacation!

2009-10-21T18:53:00.000-07:00

So I finally sat at my desk and resized all the pics! I, of course, did not display them all because there were just too many! My trip was amazing! Seeing the Grand Canyon from the plane, Hello America! Why are you so beautiful?

I enjoyed Vegas but not enough, so me and my best friend Jessenia (see first pic) are going again next year!!! I simply can't wait to visit this city again! The food, amazing. The people, super friendly. The alcohol, YUMMY!!!! The shops, incredible! What more can I say about Las Vegas, but, I cant wait to see you again next year!

Can't tell many stories because we all know the old adage;

"What Happens In Vegas, Stays In Vegas"

This bed was the devil!!!! It drew u in and would not let you wake up!!!! Thank you Las Vegas Hilton!!!!

I'm definitely staying at Caesars Palace when I come back!!!! Amazing Hotel!!!!! OMG!!!!! Exquisite!!!!

I know you can't see us but fck it!!! I loved it here and I can't wait to go back!!!

Achilles' First Trip To The American Museum of Natural History!!!

2009-09-04T12:10:00.001-07:00

So on August 18th, we finally took a family trip to the museum. My son was super excited and wanting to know what a museum was. He kept asking to get off the train and saying museum, dinosaurs...and, lol, he kept asking for Aliens...haha.

When we got there and he saw how majestic the museum was, he got so excited. We immediately began to take pics. He took almost all the pics with his dad, as I'm usually shy. Achilles was enamored by all he saw and at one point caught us off guard as he started screaming Dum Dum when he saw the Easter Island Statue that was featured in "Night at the Museum".

He loved all the dinosaurs and absolutely went crazy when he saw the blue whale! I can't wait to take him back!!! Enjoy the pics!

This was a funny moment when Cesar acted like he was reaching for the Shark and growling and then Achilles wanted to do it as well. lmao

Never to be outdone, look at the family pic of kicks! Achilles;Metallic 1s, Me;Bred 1s, Cesar;PL 1s

Wow

2009-08-11T13:45:00.000-07:00

whew! I have not updated my blog since June 10th...smh @ me...I will be trying to update you all with everything that has happened by tomorrow!

Its almost time for my trip to Vegas and I cant wait! Be back soon my loves!

Just an Update

2009-06-10T09:42:00.000-07:00

So I've been gone for a bit. Everyone in my house is finally feeling a lot better. The weather is clearing up and I finally got rid of all the bs people in my life. Life has been great to me.

I've received an email from a friend that brightened my day and I can't wait for the last week of June. I'm thinking about getting back into the workforce but wondering if I should wait because of our country's current situation.

My son is getting so big and talks so much now. His words are so clear. He is amazing. He has the cutest way of always telling me he loves me. Achilles has completely fallen in love with me and does not let me be away from him. ;-)

My hubby, Cesar, has finally let go of his cane and his knee is doing so much better. He still has some painful days and can't really do a lot as of yet, but I know he'll get back there.
As I'm writing this blog, my son told me he wants Christmas, lol, and then said "please"...awwwww! He's so amazing! I couldn't possibly love him anymore than I do.

I'll try and post a blog later with some pics of my amazing little boy!

God of War 3 for PlayStation3

2009-06-06T00:54:00.001-07:00

Does this game not look amazing?? The details, the story, the amazing quality of the game!!! This will be the Final game in the Trilogy and how amazing an ending! I cannot wait to play this game!

E3 Trailer for The Nintendo Wii!!

2009-06-06T00:30:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe a new Super Mario Bros is releasing for the Wii!!!! Super Mario Galaxy 2!!! Metroid: The Other M!!! I mean how amazing was Nintendos portion of the E3 conference!!!!

So many things to look forward to!!!! This year is soooo good to me so far!!!! These games will surely entertain me for a while!

Batman: Arkham Asylum

2009-06-06T00:11:00.000-07:00

I simply cannot wait for this game to release!!! It will look amazing on my PS3!!! So many good games releasing this year!!! I will make another post about the E3 conference very soon!

Batman: Arkham Asylum will release next week!!! I can't wait!!!!

Truth Hurts Dont It?

2009-06-01T22:22:00.000-07:00

So I decided to test a theory, if I sling comments and you get mad, then it must be true.

To make a long story short, it totally works!!! Don't be mad, I was only teasing. She's good though cuz she said she's stronger now! Suuuuure

Which is why she had to reaffirm everything in her life to make it okay! Ha! I'm horrible but hey, if its not true it wouldn't bother you and your actions clearly show it bothered you sooo much!

Fuck It All...

2009-05-26T10:29:00.000-07:00

Its funny how things change. I used to just keep to myself and only had great people around me. Last year I tried to befriend so many people and now I find myself being pushed aside and looked at as the enemy when I'm the one that was wrongly accused...smmfh

Sneakerplay used to house some of these "friends" most of them have become cowards, too afraid to speak up and tell me their issues. Too afraid to find out the truth because they know they were wrong to turn their backs on me.

I find that when you try to have many friends, you end up making friends you don't even respect. People who lie about who they are and try to portray something they aren't. Girls who go around whoring themselves to every guy they come in contact with just to find love. Guys who want to get with multiple women but hide it so they don't get caught. Girls who portray themselves to have things they couldn't even begin to understand.

I'm done trying to stay quiet and hope I can regain their friendships, when I don't even know why we were friends to begin with.

I have what I need in life, a great man, a beautiful son, a loving family and friends who actually deserve my friendship...

To sum it up...

Fuck You Stephg7495, Fuck You SIN, and Fuck You Liddle_Mar...

You were all just a bunch of phony ass people and don't worry, unlike those who strive to have everyone like them and they continue to "squash" beef...I could give a fuck if I ever see ya again.

Oh and for those who are going to think I'm wrong...fuck your thoughts, this life is mine and I will not continue to be pushed aside while you all act like you still want to be my friends.

Those who have an issue with me, can go fuck themselves. Lose my number, erase me from your websites, and forget you know who the fuck I am!

Life was a lot better before I lost my father and tried to befriend people just to forget the pain of losing my father.

Im Done....

2009-05-24T13:47:00.000-07:00

I'm done with this. I've stayed quiet long enough.

I try and try to be people's friends. I listen to their problems and give the best advice possible. Yet, no one is ever there for me. I hear about all of my "friends" doing things and hanging out, yet, I got no invite. Yet, once they have problems I get phone calls.

I hear so many of the same excuses. You have a son, I didn't know if you'd want to be around this person, -_- , Give me a fucking break. I'm a grown ass woman and I can handle any situation. Unlike girls I know that now hide from me because they are afraid to confront me.

I've said many mean things and I will not apologize for them. I always say what I mean and some people are taken aback by it. You can hide yourself all you want. I am a real person and will not apologize for who I am. Go ahead and ignore that I even exist, I will no longer be here for your problems or your bullshit conversations.

I'm going to go back to who I used to be, I'm going to focus on my family and my true friends. I'm tired of being blamed for others mistakes.

This goes out to you _ _ _, Last year when you tried to date that white girl from Wisconsin and yet tried to fuck a girl from Florida, I am not the one who let anything come out. I was your friend and if anything I shouldve told you that when you went to fuck her at the hotel in nyc, the guy that left before you, fucked her as well...you took the side of some piece of shit over mine. When I left you that voicemail explaining myself it was because I was told you thought it was me that let shit be known. Unless you heard it come directly from me, I didn't say a goddamn thing. If you were man enough to talk to me, you wouldve known.

To the white chick from deadchester, listen, I may have some said some nasty things and I will not apologize for my feelings, but you should not have been talking behind my back. You don't think aim conversations were forwarded to me by more than one person? The only reason I even tried to squash shit was because I got calls and aims telling me to stop because you were hurt and scared. Guess that shows you what your friends think about you. I thought we would be friends for a long time, but now that even one of your best friends goes around telling people that you're a crappy person but she loves you so she stays your friend. I think I got out of a crappy ass friendship with a needy little girl who thinks the world revolves around her.

To the dumb peruvian who tried to pass off a fake picture of a fake Tiffany ring to try and feel special, spare me your bullshit. You turned out to be exactly who everyone said you were. I stood up for you and told people you weren't a bad person and as soon as I asked about the pic, you started throwing a hissy fit like a little bitch because you got caught. Now you want to go hide and not come out anywhere just because you know I will ridicule you if you even look at me wrongly.

I'm done trying to be peoples friends who then ignore me until they need me. I know who my friends are now and who is always going to be there for me. Don't bother inviting me anywhere now. You obviously didn't want me in your life before, don't ask me to be in it now.

I'm sure I'll have more to say soon so expect another blog.

Its Going Down This Friday at Neon Lounge!!!

2009-05-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

Come out this Friday to Neon Lounge!!!! Its going down!!! $100 bottles until 12am! Open Bar for Ladies until 12am! Ladies free til 12am on the Guestlist!!! Hookahs are available!!!

I will most likely be there so come out and get crazy!!!!

why me?

2009-05-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

So last year I reconnected with a girl I thought was a very good friend of mine. She subsequently thought I was fcking her man because we became friends. It was her who told me to befriend him so I could figure out why he's so mean to her.
I found out it was she who had most of the problems. She was not doing her job as a his woman and he stopped caring. He stays because he knows she can't survive without him. So regardless of their problems, I stayed and tried to help them.
It all backfired when he and I got close as friends. We had a lot in common and he started talking to me for advice. I cleared this up with her many times and still anytime he would call me, it was a problem. Finally it came to an end and I had to stop talking to both of them.

Its been about 5 months now and unfortunately she hit me up yesterday. Now saying she wants to try and fix things. Yet she wants to only be "partial" friends. Where we'd say hi if we saw each other. I don't do partial friendships. Now my heart kicked in and decided to give this trick a chance. I already know it won't work because she isn't going to want me around her man or family. That's enough to show me she still thinks I want her man.
What a waste of a friendship. At least I'm making the attempt to act like I want to remedy this situation.

Toodles,
AirKarina! ;-)

...

2009-05-08T00:03:00.000-07:00

ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!!!!!

Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen!

2009-05-05T15:03:00.000-07:00

I simply can not wait for this movie!!!
The first installment is still one of my most loved movies!!!
I watch it at least twice a week!!!
Transformers was one of my most loved cartoons as a child!

June 24th, 2009
I cant wait to experience this movie in IMAX!!!!

Welcome To The New York Jets Mark Sanchez!!!!

2009-05-05T14:33:00.000-07:00

So the day of the NFL Draft has come and gone and I have yet to update my blog with this info. The New York Jets made an amazing move! We were 17th in the draft and had no hopes of getting Mark Sanchez to be our quarterback. The Cleveland Browns, 5th in the draft, were hoping for Aaron Curry of Wake Forest. When number 4 in the draft Seattle drafted him, Cleveland really had no one else to look at, at the moment. I was here at home begging for the Jets to trade up so we could get Mark Sanchez. A few seconds later, I get the news that the Jets traded up in the draft with Cleveland, and they announce that the New York Jets chose Mark Sanchez!!!!!!!!

I immediately started screaming and crying!!! I was so excited! My heart was racing, my tears flowing, I'm jumping in my living room and screaming into the phone to my fiance. Needless to say, this season will be one to watch for my New York Jets!!!!

Welcome To The New York Jets Mark Sanchez!!!!

why so sensitive?

2009-04-29T16:08:00.000-07:00

LOL, some people just make me laugh so hard. Honestly, is it that hard to just be yourself? You're a lame, just deal with it. LOL

Life is silly...

2009-04-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

I like to think of myself as a great friend. I do what it takes to keep them happy. I always tell them the honest truth and never sugarcoat anything. Yet, I find myself rethinking and re-evaluating some of my current "friendships". My friend has become an enabler. He spouts how much he loves her, yet, he tells so many people how much of a slut she is. How she goes around sleeping with everyone she meets and how she doesn't know how to act.

I feel like if you "love" her, then be there. Don't put her down to make yourself look like you're not soft for her. Don't make excuses. We all have seen how bad your "relationship/friendship" is, so stop making so many shows and be with her if that's what you want. Putting her down only shows that you don't love her like you say you do.

Is it that you want to be around her because you know how many guys want her and you look like a winner next to her? Do you not realize how bad you are making her look by spreading all her business to everyone? No one needs to know about your belief that she will hurt herself if you leave.

She is young, beautiful, intelligent and allowed to make mistakes because she is young...if you can't handle her bad times, then you don't deserve her at her best. Stop slinging mud on her name if you want a future with her.

This is incredibly sad...

2009-04-26T18:35:00.000-07:00

So I don't get how you don't see that you're being used. You talk and talk about how real you are but every person gets a different story. If you're in this for real then be real. No need to lie to everyone about your situation. I just truly hope for the best and you know I will be here when it all breaks down.

DeadStockKicks 2nd Annual Event!!! April 26th 2009

2009-04-09T00:25:00.001-07:00

Going down at Club Touch from 12pm to 5pm!!!!

Make sure you come out for this event!!! DeadStockRic always brings the heat to sell!!!

Come out and Support them! Great group of people always trying to help the real sneakerheads!!! Dont miss it or you'll regret it!!!!

My Latest PickUps!!!!

2009-04-08T23:08:00.000-07:00

These are My Latest PickUps!!!! Needed these for my collection!!!! Im so happy!!!!

My Jordan XI line is finally done!!!! My friend Eric got my Concords for my Birthday!!!!

My Birthday Party @ Talay April 4th 2009

2009-04-07T19:54:00.000-07:00

So on Saturday night I went out with my hubby and some friends to a beautiful club in Manhattan called Talay...It was an amazing night...Bottles were popped, we danced, It was definitely one of the best nights of my life!!!! Sad to say, one of my ladies had a horrible accident afterward and ended up with a contusion...it was bad to say the least...here are some pics!!!

Another ugly day in April...smh

2009-04-06T09:14:00.000-07:00

I love this month since its my birthday month but geez, how sucky a day... So much rain...so cold. The Yankees game will most likely be postponed because of the rain. Bad News, but UNC plays tonight!!!!

What a day!!!!

2009-04-01T22:54:00.000-07:00

My Birthday went very well!!! Had a blast playing on my PS3 all day...I was supposed to go out for dinner but lets be serious...it was so ugly out and I'd rather be with my fam anyway. Stayed in and watched Lie to Me and American Idol...then played MLB the Show!!! Now Im here updating this blog and then hitting the sack!!!!

Nite my loves xoxoxo

AirKarina!!!

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-01T00:52:00.000-07:00

So today I turn 27!!! Im so excited for tonight! Dinner with my fiance and son! I also make 4 years with my Fiance today and I couldnt be happier. At 12am he blindfolded me and gave me my gift...a Tiffany Bracelet I had shown him! I couldnt be happier!!!!

For Vulkan!!!!

2009-03-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

I totally love Vulkan!!!! lol, he has got to be the most entertaining friend I have~~love the fcker to death. Great friend to have, awesomely fun to be around and has some of the funniest stories to tell. Even though hes a bum sometimes and I dont get to see him much, and he knows to come over later in the day so I'll feed him, haha I still adore my Vulkan! I will be seeing him later for the DunkXchange so it should be lots of fun!!!!

til later
xoxo

AirKarina!

WOW

2009-03-27T22:36:00.000-07:00

Its almost my Birthday and Im going to be 27...geeeez....lol...I still feel like Im 18 so its fine by me. I cant believe how time flies. It will also be my 4 year anniversary that day! Cant wait for the weekend and my party at Talay!! It will be amazing!!!

PUERTO RICO MOVES ON TO ROUND 2 OF THE WORLD BASEBALL CLASSIC!!!!

2009-03-09T19:05:00.000-07:00

Tonight was the second game Puerto Rico played in the World Baseball Classic. Facing The Netherlands who was ranked fourth in our pool but took out the powerhouse Dominican Republic Team in a stunning 3-2 win.

As the game started it was known that both teams came to win. A guaranteed spot in Round 2 in Miami was the prize. The Puerto Rican pitcher Snell came to play and was doing an incredible job. In the second inning The Netherlands scored their first run. Needless to say they also struck first in the DR game. The Netherlands Pitcher Vendenhurk truly did an outstanding job stopping PR from scoring, once he left the game the incredible Netherlands bullpen came in. It seemed we were headed to a loss and a game with the Dominican Republic on Tuesday night. We loaded the bases with no outs, a wild pitch gave Aviles, who was on third, the chance to score and he hesitated. Needless to say I was screaming at the tv at this point.

Puerto Rico had many chances to capatilize and just couldnt. At this point a 19 year old Netherlands pitcher by the name of Sulbaran enters the game. he dominated the Puerto Rican team for 1 and 1/3 innings. The netherlands may not have had any more runs but their bullpen had us in a corner. Stellar pitching by this bullpen had us on the bronk of losing.

The bottom of the eighth starts and all of a sudden it seems that PR got some new life. Again with the bases loaded and one out. Gonzalez, Rios, and Aviles await their chance as pudge struck out. Yadier Molina comes to bat and hits a double down the left field line. Gonzalez and Rios score and we still have Aviles and Molina on 2nd and 3rd base. Down to our last out, Feliciano who took over for my Love Bernie Williams, hits a single and Aviles comes into score.

Top of the ninth and JC Romero got the 3 outs we needed. A definite moment of happiness as I screamed and jumped around my house. Round 2 starts on Saturday in Miami and I cannot wait to see what Puerto Rico will do!!!

Puerto Rico!!!!

Toodles,
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What a Beautiful day today!!!

2009-03-07T14:04:00.000-08:00

New york is back!!! Beautiful day! Perfect weather to just have a nice time! Stopped in for a second to write something before I head out again!!!

Stay tuned for some new pics later!!!

xoxo

AirKarinaBx23

Finally back!!!

2009-03-06T11:33:00.000-08:00

Ive been gone so long but I finally have the time to be able to update my blog more often. Things have been pretty hectic here. Im about to go shopping for my son so I will make sure to update the blog with pics of my sons bday party and other things that have happened!!!

tty guys soon

AirKarina!!

A-Rod

2009-02-09T22:06:00.000-08:00

Its unbelievable to me how many people are so up in arms about this A-Rod situation. It happened from '01 to '03, he was young, stupid, and naive...he got away with something that had no consequence at that point. Most of these players have used some sort of illegal substance in their career...HGH is illegal but they can recover from their injuries quicker.

So much focus on this waste of time subject...big deal he used steroids...blah blah blah, lets grow up people..Drugs are something most people use at one point. Honestly, what's to be said about all these other people who abuse worst drugs than steroids? Its a fact of life that a lot of people use drugs.

Regardless, Steroids or not, your hand/eye coordination still has to be amazing for you to hit a home run like A-Rod can. I am not an A-Rod fan by any means but I stand behind my team and my players. As long as he is a Yankee, he will have my support.

Jump off his dick and leave him be...he made a mistake...

"Let he who is without Sin, Cast the first stone"

No one is perfect so just stop the complaining already!!!!!

Its Christmas Eve!!!!

2008-12-24T09:48:00.000-08:00

As I am home cooking and baking like crazy, I took a few minutes to update my blog!

Im so excited this day is finally here! My son has been super excited this Christmas season...he's about to be 3 and he caught on to how fun Christmas is!!! Its unbelievably exciting to say the least!

My house smells incredibly yummy with the Pork Roasting in the Oven...My Christmas cookies look so beautiful! The Flan is about to be made and so is the Tembleque! Not to toot my own horn, but sh*t my cooking is amazing!!!! I cant wait for everyone to get here and enjoy my Christmas Eve Dinner, then off to Midnight Mass and back to open presents!!!

The Christmas Day the hubby is taking me to see The Curious Case of Benjamin Button! Ive been waiting to see this movie forever!!!

I'll be editing this post all day with pics of the going ons in my house!!

lmaooo

2008-11-23T23:27:00.000-08:00

Haha I came across an interesting blog today...one where my pic is posted. This is just ridiculous...honestly...this female just won't get off of me, she even named her blog just like mine. Smh, she has the nerve to say that I wanted to raise my son with her man...LMFAOOOO man the things guys say to cover their mistakes. Listen sweety, this has gone too far...
Mike was a good friend to me, but he didn't warrant a space in my myspace blog cuz at that time, he was not in my life. I don't see why you are so worried about who I am or what I do if he loves you and you love him. Why can't you just be happy and stop?
By the way, my man knows what I said about yours, he was next to me when I wrote it...would u like to speak to him yourself so you can see how close we really are?
How can you continue to act like this? I'm not the one that changed, Mike just lost his nutsack and forgot how to be a man. Since my friendship with him is clearly over, did he tell you I was there for his friend Rose's bday celebration, on October 23rd? Did he tell you that the night he went out with his friends to a bar, October 3rd, to hang out, I was there. The same night that he sat on his phone in his car and spoke to you in a manner that even got me mad at him because I didn't think you deserved it...you know what night I'm talking about...you called him about 20 times in the span of an hour. He cursed at you, said his call dropped cuz he was on the bronx river, when we were in Yonkers eating at UNO's with the guys. Did he tell you any of this? Check his phone records...

Seriously...all I ever wanted from Mike was a friendship, nothing ever happened between us...I told you this, I don't know how many times already. Why would I want him? He lies to you about what time he gets out of work so he can hang out with his friends, he tells his friends to go up to ur house just so you'll let him go outside, he talks so badly about you to everyone around him, whether he means it or not is not the issue here, the fact that he would say what he does pretty much sums up the fact that you don't deserve that type of treatment...

You can continue to say what you like about me, but I was never the enemy, I tried to help him when he was down about you. When he complained about how you acted, I told him it would be fine cuz he loves you and your son...when he was happy to find out you're pregnant, I told him that it was great news and he could be happy now cuz your mood was just changing because you're pregnant.
I clearly told you from the beginning that he was in love with you...I never needed nor wanted him to be in love with me.

Mike is yours and you are Mikes, just let it go already...

The Jets are in First Place in the AFC East!!!!

2008-11-14T11:31:00.000-08:00

I've led a life where I was made fun of for being a Jets fan. It never bothered me because I like who I like. I'm not into a team for their winning history, if I was, I would've stopped being a Yankees Fan a long time ago...lmao. Regardless, last night, the Jets had a chance to be alone in first place for the first time since 2001!!!
With Brett Favre leading the attack the Jets went on a run that ended the first half at 24-6 in favor of my Jets!! Leon Washington had a 92 yard kickoff return for a touchdown!!! It was his fourth kickoff return TD of his career. It was amazing...he caught the punt and began to run, it looked as though he was about to be stopped but he kicked into another gear and ran at a unbelievable speed and scored a touchdown!

At the beginning of the second half, it looked like it would be a blow out, but The ever dangerous Patriots kept coming and eventually tied the game... I was livid!!! so it is now tied at 24 and the Jets are on offense! We score a touchdown, truly because of mistake after mistake by the patriots defense, 2 hold calls and Mayo almost stopped us with an amazing stop of Jones..then Jones makes it through and it is now 31 to 24!!! With a few minutes left in the 4th quarter, I was feeling good about us winning..but again the Patriots scored a touchdown with 1 second left!!! Ughh the anger!!!!

At the start of Overtime, the Jets win the toss up and elect to recieve the ball. We start on the offense and begin to move down the field, all we need is to get close enough to score a field goal!!! As we begin. things look a little dreary, there seemed to be no way for the Jets to get a first down but they continued to make it happen!!! The big play was a 16 yarder thrown to Laveranues Coles. He is at the 24 which is Feely's range, but Washington runs for 4 yards and Jones for 2 to the 18 he then ran for another 2 to the 16! The Patriots take a timeout. Jay Feely comes in and kicks the Field Goal with 7:50 left on the clock, its Good!!!!!!!

THE JETS WIN 34 - 31!!!!

This was definitely an amazing game and now the Jets are in first place all by themselves in the AFC East!! This is definitely the year to be proud of The New York Jets!!! Im soo happy I've always been a fan..I finally feel vindicated and very proud!!!

Mangini, Favre, Washington, Coles, Jones, Feely, Law, Faneca and the rest of my babies on The Jets did an amazing job!! Im sooo incredibly proud!!!

All Pics Posted are courtesy of NewYorkJets.com!!!! That site is amazing!!!!

Male/Female Friendships and My Issue with Women!!!!

2008-11-08T11:57:00.000-08:00

What's the big deal? Honestly, some of my best friends are male. I connect with them better. Considering I am into sports and cars. My fiancé has best friends that are female. We both knew this going into our relationship which is why we are so close, we know everything about eachother.

Why must people lie about who their friends are? Why can't a man have a female best friend, in all honesty, even if she wants your man, does that mean she would get him? Does he not deserve the trust to be able to live his own life?
Its easier for men and women to get along in some cases cuz women give them an insight into our ways and men do the same for us. I get along better with men because I know how crappy women are. Honestly, so insecure, so jealous, so petty, and so very very childish.

Men get the short end of the stick all the time. Men are scientifically wired to want to stare at other women. Its not because they aren't happy, its simply because they like looking at beautiful things. Men live in the now, meaning if they do something that seems wrong, most of the time, they stop it before it really gets out of hand. Men do not think like we women do. Stop expecting men to do what we would do, we are in NO WAY the same...Men take a second to realize that what they did was wrong...not because they're slow, but because their brains are hardwired to just do things and then think about it. We women over-analyze everything, we think and think and then stop to think again...yet we still do things to disrespect our men.

Women really need to wake the fuck up! Men are not dogs, men are simply misunderstood...its so easy to keep your man happy: Feed them, Fuck them whenever and however they want, listen to them when they want to talk and let them have space....you women make men dogs by not giving them their own space. That's when men decide to lie to spare your feelings, that's when things start to get weird...if you would just give your man your complete faith, they would tell you everything...

In all honesty, if you do this and your relationship still fails, then it just wasn't meant to be...why is that so hard to understand for some people? Relationships fail all the time! I have 3 failed relationships before I found Cesar, and? Those failed relationships taught me something new everytime..and now I'm in a relationship where I can speak my mind and so can he...without worrying about hurting eachother...we are open and honest, don't yell and hardly fight with eachother...our fights consist of us sitting down and speaking about a problem...no disrespect, no screaming, no sneaking around to try and find things out and no jumping to conclusions about who our friends are...

We both meet new people all the time...Cesar just started a new job, you think he won't make female friends there? Of course he will! I just met a new group of guys that are so incredibly awesome. Most of them have girlfriends and wives and I'm sure they don't know about me...lol, it doesn't bother me though...I know I'm loyal to them and I'm a good friend...they can do what they have to to keep their women happy...

Men, by the way, us women can have male friends and not do anything with them. I've known many guys for years and years and we've never even kissed...its really not that serious...holding your woman in a corner so she doesn't go out and doesn't "do anything bad" will only push her away from you and ruin your relationship. Grow the fuck up. Let your woman have a life when she has a few minutes...her world doesn't revolve around you...

To sum this up...we all have our issues but if you just have faith in who you love, things will go great...be an adult about your relationships...everyone meets new people all the time...so fucking what?

Toodles,
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Barack Obama is our 44th President!!!

2008-11-04T22:42:00.000-08:00

This is a historic night for America! Gone are the days where change doesn't happen. Today, an African-American man was voted as our 44th President! His name is Barack Obama! A man who wasn't born with a silver spoon in his mouth, a man who watched his mother raise and support him and his sister alone, a man who worked so hard for everything he has now achieved, and most importantly the man who showed us that Americans were ready for change and we all made it happen.
Let us not solely focus on his race..yes he is African-American, but he is also White. He is a man that was raised by a beautiful loving family. A man who only saw his father once, a man who watched his mother succumb to cancer while he watched our health care system fail her at every turn. This man is the perfect man to raise our Amazing Country back to where it belongs, #1 in the World. With his help and that of all of our leaders, we will raise ourselves by our bootstraps and make America the place where all Dreams can come true once again.
Yes this race was of the utmost importance because of our current situations, but it was also a race to show that White America, Black America, Hispanic America, Asian America, and Native American America was ready for a drastic change for our failing country. We all stood together as one today to show that we can and must unite to fix our economy, our foreign affairs, and most importantly to reunite as the United States of America!
Obama's acceptance speech brought tears to my eyes and made me have goosebumps the entire time he spoke. To see the Rev. Jesse Jackson crying as Oprah cried with him was amazing! To see Martin Luther King III was an amazing moment. This day will go down as the turning point of our amazing country!
I am a proud American, Born and raised in The Bronx, NY and i wouldn't change one thing about my life! I live in the greatest country in the world and no one can take my pride away from me! America will make a strong comeback! The world has seen that change has happened with us and it will follow suit to better itself! Great things are coming!

May we never forget that it all started with one vote!
-AirKarinaBx23

Its Halloween!!!!!

2008-10-31T07:02:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween Everyone!!!! Finally my favorite holiday of the year!!!! I live for Halloween! Tonight is my Party and I'm super excited! I'll be spending the day preparing, then taking my son trick-or-treating and then start getting ready for the big event! =)
Pics will be posted on saturday or sunday! =D

Toodles,
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Always Me....SMH

2008-10-18T17:51:00.000-07:00

A few weeks ago, I ran into an old friend of mine from 12 years ago, I was so excited to reconnect with one of my oldest friends. I was happy to hear he had a wifey and a son almost the same age as mine. We spoke for a bit and then rekindled our tight friendship...I was excited to have found him again after so many years. I met his friends and we started hanging out again.
Yet, a week ago, his wifey hits me up on Myspace...asking why I'm on his top friends and how did my number get on his phone...I was in shock...she thinks me and mike have something going on...O_O..smh I think the problem is done after a few messages back and forth, but it was only starting...she is one of those girls that acts so cocky and says she's sooo good and we should all be jealous of her, yet why is she worried about me taking her man...smh...I know I look way better than she ever has a chance to look, but if I wanted him, I could've had him 12 years ago...I could take him now if I wanted him...but I'm very happy with the man I have and my beautiful life!
She even had the audacity to hit up my man asking him if he knew about our relationship..Of course my man does...I tell him everything...she's just mad cuz her man lies to her and her relationship sucks...

Final Thought: I know what I look like and I know I'm a better woman than most of you, but do not for one second think I want your man...if I wanted your man he'd be the one living with me...I got the man I want and need...

Final post in September...=)

2008-09-30T00:43:00.000-07:00

I know, I know I havent been on since September 5th...lol, I've been very busy. My son is about to go into school, Im about to start working again and the hubby has been on overdrive lately. This past weekend was the Hubbys 26th birthday and it was commemorated by him cutting his hair off!!! He looks so amazing! We partied hard that night and I gave him the gift most men want their women to give them! Its early Tuesday morning and Im still recovering from this past weekend...

DXC NY is coming up on October the 5th and Im excited to get out there again...Im just hoping to have a good time and not have to run into little girls who dont know how to act...dont wanna end up in prison..right!?! lmaooo The new Halloween Dunks came out and I cant wait to wear them!! I also finally get to decorate for Halloween tonight and Im so happy!!!

Its also almost time for my Vulkan to come back to nyc...I cant wait!!! I miss him ODEEEEEE...lol
then we're off to Sneakerpimps!!! Damn Ima be busy all over again!!! smh...

Toodles,
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First post in September!!!

2008-09-05T18:42:00.000-07:00

Well Ms. SneakerVixen told me to update my blog so here it is! Lol, Its finally september which means that its almost time for Halloween!!!!! =D my fav holiday!

Its also almost the hubbys 26th bday which is pretty awesome since we're planning a party! =)

I finally get to have Bred 1s and I'm picking them up tomorrow!!!! Then I have to plan the meet up for my TB3s!!!!

This week was pretty hectic though...only a few people know what happened to a friend of mine this week...=/ I missed a lot this week making sure he was okay...
I guess life twists and turns for a reason... I hope next week will be better...=)

Also its pretty awesome that I might be going back to work again soon...=) I'm excited!!!

Toodles,
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So, its been a week...

2008-08-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

Life has been pretty random recently...lol.

I did finally get my Laney 14s! =D that was a great day. My relationship with my fiancé has only gotten better. Its like everyday we love eachother more. =D

He is actually thinking about cutting his hair...o_O that is unbelievable! I met him with long hair, I've seen it for almost 5 years...he's grown it for 9 years...he's a little sad to let it go and isn't even 100% sure he wasnts it gone.
Since he is changing careers, he's decided it is better for him to cut his hair. I'm amazed that this is happening and I wonder if he will truly go through with it...Cesar is supposed to go on TuesdayO_O.

My son, Achilles, has learned many new words and is now starting to talk a lot. Which is good for him but bad for us..lol, it means the inevitable conversation of the endless why's is just around the corner...lol.

My niece, Samantha just spent the weekend here. She is 8 years old and has become more like my sister,r.i.p., than I could have ever imagined. Her way of walking, her facial expressions, her manner of moving her hands, hair, and fixing her clothes is impeccably like my sister.
I cried a couple times watching her act like my sister and I was amazed at how much my son loves her. He truly loves that girl and I just wish my sister and father were here to witness this.

Toodles
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Jordan Brand needs help

2008-08-11T02:06:00.000-07:00

I've started to wonder, where is Jordan Brand headed? It seems they lost a bit of steam with these packages. They had a couple of opportunities already to release a sick shoe and we've only gotten a mediocre shoe. Honestly...I'm a little dissapointed we didn't get the white/cement 4 in the latest pack. Also, they should have released the white/cement 3 in the pack since the 20 is so dark and dreary...
It seems their creative director has lost his creativity. The Jordan sneaker has withstood the test of time by being such a great sneaker but they could have done a lot more with bringing these sneakers back to the public.
Jordan Brand needs to realize that we the consumers, who they so clearly thanked on the boxes for these countdown packages, are clearly dissapointed with their decisions. It truly is a travesty that, with the clear success of Jordan Sneakers, we would get the short end of the stick and be stuck with some sneakers that we will most likely never wear.

I hope this is a sign of things to come for the next couple of years. We can definitely use a lot of the sneakers they have yet to retro. Lets see if Gentry can take his head out of his ass long enough to see the light!

Toodles
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2008-08-07T23:56:00.000-07:00

I've realized that my son and my man mean everything to me.
That means that anything or anyone that tries to come between my family and I, will pay.

I'm not the one who should be made mad. I've had a life most people would not believe. Those who know the truth about me, can't believe I've never contemplated suicide. I've made it through some tough times and came out a better person.

I will not, and let me be very clear, I will not allow anyone to come into my world and try to fuck it up. My Son and My Man are EVERYTHING to me. I will do whatever is necessary to keep my family safe.

I'm going back to my life now, I'm not sure when my next post will be. I've seen myself get very angry and I no longer wish to see myself that way.

I hope my life goes back to being "normal" again soon, or else I'm not sure what I'm capable of doing. I still have everything and I'm just waiting on one more slip up.

I am going back to planning my wedding and watching my son grow more gorgeous everyday.

Just know that my family is EVERYTHING to me. You will not be the one to cause my family any pain. Watch yourself and what you do or say. Threats are not taken lightly on my side.

Toodles,
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This is too funny

2008-08-07T18:20:00.000-07:00

Read the letter I got from that loser who googled up a life...lmaooo

I BLOCKED YOU BECAUSE I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU.
IM NOT MAD, ITS JUST FUNNY YOU TELLING EVERYONE ABOUT ME.
I GUESS MIGUEL WAS TELLING ME THE TRUTH.
YOU SO ABSORBED IN EVERYONE ELSE RELATIONSHIP.
LISTEN I DONT LIKE YOU NOR DO I DISLIKE YOU.
I MET YOU LIKE 3 TIMES.
WE TALKED RARELY ONLINE.
AND YEAH I TOLD YOU ABOUT MY ISSUES WITH MY BF ... SO WHAT?
I THOUGHT U WAS MY FRIEND.
AND WELL QUITE FRANKLY I WROTE TO YOUR MAN BECAUSE HE REQUESTED ME ...
AND YOU CAN SIT THERE AD PRETEND YOUR LIFE IS BETTER THAN MINE
THATS FINE
BUT DONT FUCKEN SIT THERE AND TELL THE ENTIRE WORLD ABOUT ME.
BECAUSE LIKE U SAID EVERY STORY HAS TWO SIDES.
SO CUT THE BULLSHIT.
GROW UP.
AND LEAVE ME ALONE AND STOP TALKING ABOUT ME TO EVERYONE.
WORD GETS AROUND
YOU'D BE SURPRISE AT THE PEOPLE WHO CANT EVEN STAND YOU.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME.
AND DONT EVEN WRITE BACK BECAUSE IT WILL GET DELETED JUST LIKE ON SNEAKERPLAY.

Do you see this loser? She actually thinks I need to reply to that....for what? Now that I called her out on blocking me she wants to talk more shit.

Sweety, if u want to be left alone...why do u keep posting slick comments...stfu

Funny how my man requested her as a friend months ago and she accepted the day she decided to talk shit. Yet my man shut that bird down! Lmaoooo and then guess what? She blocked him! Lmaoooo

I swear I love things like this...lol...she makes up a story, makes up more lies to cover it, and then has the nerve to get mad at me?!

I'm waiting on one more slick comment before I publish all the emails, letters, pics, and aim convos so people can see the truth!!!!!!!

I'm tired of this little girl and she should stop before it gets really ugly...

Its Vulkans Birthday!!!!

2008-08-06T00:01:00.000-07:00

Today is Vulkans Birthday! He is the big 27!!!

This year will be amazing for him! He is opening so many doors and the world is finally seeing how talented he is!!!!!
He is doing amazing work this year and it will only get better!

His future is very bright and I'm very happy and honored to be his friend!

I love you V!!!! Do it up today and go crazy!!!!

Toodles!
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Funny Story....

2008-08-02T13:28:00.000-07:00

If I catch you in a lie, who should really be mad?

Case in Point:
A "friend" of mine tells me out of nowhere that she's engaged. Being that I too am engaged I get excited! I immediately ask for a picture of her ring. She tells me her camera has no battery so that she'll send it tomorrow.
The next day I get no email or anything, so at night I ask her again while we're chatting. She sends me one and its of a hand on a shoulder. For one, the female hand with the ring is wearing a sweater. It was 90 degrees in nyc that day. Next her hand is resting on someone who is dark....she is fair skinned and her boyfriend is tan. She tells me its her dad and he's in the shade....first sign of a lie. I took her word for it and was still excited that she says she got a tiffany ring...which I immediately saw it wasn't a tiffany ring.
I shrugged it off because it was still a beautiful ring.
For the next 2 months I didn't even think about it...I would ask how her life is going and how's her "hubby". Everything was always great so that's wonderful!

Here comes the funny part:
Last night, I'm on a bridal website looking at dresses and updating my profile, when I see stories of people who got engaged. Something catches my eye, its the picture my "friend" sent me! So I immediately click on it. Its a story of a couple who are from california and came to nyc on a vacation. She fell in love with a ring from tiffanys and he noted which it was. Upon returning to California, he had her ring modeled after that one by a jewelry designer.
I was stunned....my "friend" lied to me.

I asked her about it and at first she thought I searched for her ring, lmaooo. When I told her I was on a bridal site and it was an article there, she had the nerve to tell me her mom said she shouldn't take pics of it for just anyone....lmaoooo then she says that she only sent me a fake picture cuz I asked her so many times...I asked her twice....SMH

Then she has the nerve to get mad at me!!!! Saying how it always has to be about me....lol. I'm not the one who lied about what her relationship is really like. I actually have a man that is going to marry me. I'm actually planning a wedding...lol

So my final words are these...there is no need to lie about your relationship. If ur happy then be happy. Why lie about it? Many couples date for years and never get engaged or married...an engagement doesn't make ur relationship better...lol

So to this "friend" be happy I didn't mention your name...because the girls on fsf, the people on iss, sneakerplay, and myspace would pity you.

Soooo....

2008-08-01T20:03:00.000-07:00

I saw a pic of the Air Yeezy....I must say, I'm completely disgusted. Who the hell told Nike to make a sneaker that is that ugly?
Honestly, I could care less what it can do on a basketball court or for your feet, its a waste of leather...lmaoooo

Also, the pic of the XV for the VIII/XV countdown pack has been released on NiceKicks.com. I really like it! =D
Its a lot better than the XX's in the III/XX pack. =(

I'm sitting here on my couch typing this up on my SK...bored out of my mind...lol. Not much to do but go online on my comp and add some pics to my profile. =) Probably take more pics of my collection...=)

I'll be back later with another post...=)

*toodles*

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First Post

2008-08-01T02:45:00.000-07:00

I've finally created a blog! I've been asked to make one by many people and never really took the oportunity to.
I've realized through my good friend, VulkanTheKrusader, that a Blog can be an outlet for your feelings and also open doors you need opened! So for that I thank you V!
Now that I have a blog, let this be an opening for people to realize that you will get nothing but the truth here. I will speak on issues that affect me such as;
1. Michael Jordan
2. Jordan Sneakers...Love them!!!
3. My Yankees!!!!
4. My Life!
5. Issues that affect many people!

So always realize when you want a dose of truth and reality...stop in and read my blog! It will be an eye opener!

The Life and Times of AirKarina!

There comes a time...

Love or Epidemic?

Strength

A letter from my heart...

I'm so tired...

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Eye Opening Week

It's funny

A moment of clarity...

RIP George Steinbrenner July 4th 1930 - July 13th 2010

Opened Eyes...

I Just Don't Get It...

Thoughts of a mind tormented...

So I have noticed...

My thoughts wander...

Pure Happiness!

Hell NO!

The End...

A Relaxing Sunday!!!

Sicky Sunday

(:

Well

Its now March 19th...

?..?..?

Soooo Im Sick

.......

Valentines Day

Jaysun "I Wanna Rock" Freestyle!

Incredible...

Why Do I Always Do This...lmao

My Vegas Vacation!

Achilles' First Trip To The American Museum of Natural History!!!

Wow

Just an Update

God of War 3 for PlayStation3

E3 Trailer for The Nintendo Wii!!

Batman: Arkham Asylum

Truth Hurts Dont It?

Fuck It All...

Im Done....

Its Going Down This Friday at Neon Lounge!!!

why me?

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Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen!

Welcome To The New York Jets Mark Sanchez!!!!

why so sensitive?

Life is silly...

This is incredibly sad...

DeadStockKicks 2nd Annual Event!!! April 26th 2009

My Latest PickUps!!!!

~~My Birthday Party @ Talay April 4th 2009~~

Another ugly day in April...smh

What a day!!!!

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For Vulkan!!!!

WOW

PUERTO RICO MOVES ON TO ROUND 2 OF THE WORLD BASEBALL CLASSIC!!!!

What a Beautiful day today!!!

Finally back!!!

A-Rod

Its Christmas Eve!!!!

lmaooo

The Jets are in First Place in the AFC East!!!!

Male/Female Friendships and My Issue with Women!!!!

Barack Obama is our 44th President!!!

Its Halloween!!!!!

Always Me....SMH

Final post in September...=)

First post in September!!!

So, its been a week...

Jordan Brand needs help

This is too funny

Its Vulkans Birthday!!!!

Funny Story....

Soooo....

First Post

My Birthday Party @ Talay April 4th 2009